This picture was taken this morning before church, and the first thing I see is what ISN’T seen: my firstborn daughter, Emily.
That’s because the wound is still fresh–she has been gone scarcely two months.
I am learning what life is like for someone whose child has gone to heaven early. I never wanted to know these things firsthand, but not everything in this life is within my control.
I can control my response, however.
Therefore, I determine to continue to live, learn, laugh, and love–with these two beautiful daughters of mine.
Suzanne Leitz 
You are in my prayers each day. ❤
Thanks, Nan!
I read the title and my heart skipped a beat… you are so wise, full of courage and love, and you are moving forward. Looking forward to read your thoughts!! Love and prayers continue.
Thanks, Carolyn!
“reading”
I’m reminded of what I just shared with Suzanne yesterday. When a whirlwind hits your life (sorry Suzanne, I’m going to use parenthesis here: a violent action or destructive force), you get hit unexpectantly with a force of wind that causes you to tumble and spin out of control. The question is, “when that destructive force has done its damage, where will you be left standing–or should I say on what will you be left standing.” I can truly say that through the whirlwinds of my life, I am standing on the one true rock, Jesus Christ. And this my friends is where I have found my sweet sister Suzanne standing. Her courage and faith in her redeemer has carried her through these past few months and will continue to do so.